-- I feel so alone right now. I can't talk to anyone about how I
feel, all I have is the black space of the screen and the grey text that
are my thoughts.
That's ironic, because my thoughts are black, and my mind is grey with confusion. I don't know what to think about anything, only that I know that I am a miserable failure at life.
I wish things could be so different. I wish I could belong. I wish I was someone else. But wishes don't come true.
I can't even believe it's going to be a three day weekend. Right now it feels like the first three days of Hell. Someone asked me a little while ago if I was glad the day was almost over. I told her that I wish it had never begun.